FOREST WINDOW

2024, oil on canvas, 138x120 cm

“The "Forest window" is part of a series featuring shifting windows—conceptual portals that disrupt reality within the painting plane. These windows serve as collage-like fragments, juxtaposing different views within a single composition.

As a child, my imagination was profoundly influenced by Philip Pullman's novels. I devoured his works much like I did the Chronicles of Narnia, without dwelling on the underlying themes, but one concept from Pullman’s books left a clear mark on my memory: windows to another world. This idea of parallel realities captivated me, fueling a youthful imagination already brimming with visions of alternate universes. Painting has become my means to bring these early fascinations to life.

My own experience of stepping into a parallel universe occurred when I moved from Belarus to Sweden. This pivotal decision, more than any other, clearly altered my life’s path. While I cherish my life in Sweden, I often contemplate the version of myself who remained in Belarus. This other Palina might be sitting in a studio in Minsk, writing this text. Perhaps she is not an artist at all, pondering her own set of challenges.

Reflecting on this alternate existence has a grounding effect, reminding me of the complex interplay between choice and fate. It underscores how our interactions with others, fleeting encounters, and creative endeavors offer glimpses into the myriad lives we could lead. This multiplicity of possibilities provides a sense of freedom and control, allowing me to embrace my current reality without regret.

In my art, I aim to capture this essence of parallel lives and the windows that connect them, creating a visual narrative that invites viewers to explore their own alternative paths.”

"We are all subject to the fates. But we must all act as if we are not, or die of despair." - Philip Pullman, The Golden Compass